This is totally relatable. I've been trading for 3 years, mostly forex and cryptocurrencies, but now I am looking more into just stocks, indices and forex (and less on cryptocurrencies). I lost almost half of my portfolio last year, I had poor timing when buying and selling, I tend to panic as well, gladly recovered most of my losses with Rob's signals. Now, I managed to understand his analysis and studied indicators that suits my approach. Mistakes and losses with trades are part of it, It's definitely a learning process that will make you improve overtime.